I see change!

I feel as if I am getting older. As far as looks go, yes, I see a difference. It amazes me. Especially when I look at pictures of me with friends that I have know my entire life. And that in itself is awesome. Not everyone can say that they knew their best friend their entire life. And their second in command (big bro) for the same amount of time. Part of this is due to the fact that our parent were friends while they were pregnant i guess lol
Not only am I amazed that bestie and big bro and I are still so close. The people that came into my life later (meaning age 5ish) were pretty tight still. Of course some friends have come and gone, but I guess the ones that are still here are here for a reason.
Also one other thing that amazes me and I do not quite understand... I'm not sure how to phrase it.
Dude too me come an go, it doesnt really concern me much at all...at all lol Quite frankly, I could care less about some people. But I digress lol There is one individual that I wouldnt mind to care less about. This is not a bad thing, because I actually care a great deal about this person. Its been 6 or so years and this person has been in my life positively and negatively. The latter being in previous years. I would sit an ask myself, why on earth did God place this person in my life. I still don't know. And still sit an think on this alot. That is why I would like to care less. Since we were involved emotionally, tension does arise at sometimes but I am happy to say that I am content with the current status of our friendship. He loves me, I love him. You can love one another an not be together, given the history that we have. It feels pretty darn good to know that there is someone out there like that. Someone who may possibly know me better than my closest friends since we were involved on a completely different level ya kno? =] Maybe the purpose was to give me someone like that in my life. Because the level that we are at now would not have been achieved if I didnt feel like shit at a point in my life, if i didnt act so vengefully towards this person, if we hadnt fallen out, if we hadnt been separated by distance. Tehe DISTANCE is the absolute best thing that could have happen, on my part. Because I felt like I left everytime I came back to school, and I was left with the what if's. But we both left, I don't feel so bad. Except when I go home and have nothing to do :/. But that can easily be remedied


This was so not what this blog was to be about. I'll try again later lol

So now that I have been to all my classes minus lab

I think i will like this semester minus the living situation... roomies are lovely just the apartment/ not really one lol

I am in to my 3rd major course, but kinda the 1st. Intro to micro and gen micro really dont count in my book. Any who, I am taking Medical Micro. It seems very simple, at least the material. It's probably nothing I havent covered at one point in my life or read on my own. The teacher said we would spend 6ish days on the immune system, that has me buggin' a little, b/c that mean we are like going in depth in depth.

Genetics doesnt seem bad at all. I'm trying to keep up with readings and stuff. oooo so my homie has turner syndrome since she is short in stature and i have XXX syndrome because I am tall (ummm hmm height!)

Intro to Shakespeare has to be my most interesting class. My teacher is a clown. He has me and the football team rolling every class :/ nah its maybe four athletes in there... i just so happen to sit within their posse lol I have a test in there on friday. I havent really took a literature class in college before soooooo we will see how that goes. I have a study guide that the teacher emailed so I guess i'll print that out an began to look over it.

PERSONAL FINANCE-- I finally know wtf a annuity is lol i swear I heard that word so much and never looked it up. haha ANNUITY and LUMP SUMS ish i might ef around an change my major lol jk jk I guess this class will be the most beneficial. I just got to figure out how to get there and back w/o moving my car. I really h8 public transportation man. Luckily its only on Monday nights.

Tuesday's and Thursdays I have Biomedical Ethics. Its some interesting topics listed on the syllabus that we are going to cover this semester. We discussed the increasing amount of children taking Ritalin... an amphetamine (love this word) next tattoo maybe lol

Tehe someone asked why did u choose Serotonin to get tattooed. I'm like bitch idk i'm random like that lol People can ask all day what it is but when you asked why? hmmm beats me buddy =]
There is a genetics problem session which is so unlike biochem problem session...thank bob! Biochem you had to know ish... which i hadnt studied yet tehe. Genetics the TA just goes over stuff. Plus I enrolled in a section that my friend was in. It seems like yesturday that we were in Dr. Martin Calc class AWWWW times moving. MAN lol those were the days...freshmen yr!

well yah those are the classes for the semester. I wanted to add biochem lab but i cant since i am already holding 17 hrs right now. Oh well next semester, along with intro to P. chem b/c prereq for P. chem is like that hard calc and physics which i would be damned to take lol Mayb analytical chem.... idk what that is.... i want more organic an quantitative b/c i am pretty bored w/o chem =[

I did like a big no-no! haha

So while talking to bestie....recanting our weekends. I realized that I injested alcohol and THEN took over the recommended about of sleeping pills. O SHIT lol Thats y i slept damn near the whole day sunday. Bad Steph Bad  Steph. I usually am conscious of such things... but since i didnt get drunk i forgot that i had been drinking. Some wine coolers....red bull/vodka... diphenhydramine...DONT Mix lol

Random itunes Shuffle....

1. Come Around- M.I.A
2. Cold Rock a Party- MC Lyte
3. Nothing On- Lil' Jon
4. I've Got my Eye on you- Hana zimmer
5. Whats Your Fantasy- Luda
6. The Black pearl- Klaus Badelt
7. When they come for me- Lil Wayne
8. Bad Boys- Shyne
9. If i was your woman- Alicia Keys
10. Glamorous- Fergie
11. Flashing Lights- Colin Munroe
12. Money My Mind- Lil Wayne
13. Red Light Special- TLC
14. All Over Again- Justin Timberlake
    
15. Jimmy- M.I.A